Don't even bother.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by whoaaxxsamm, Jul 30, 2010.

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  1. whoaaxxsamm

    whoaaxxsamm Well-Known Member

    I don't think I even want help anymore.

    I don't know what's going on in my mind.

    I keep looking up ways to die or hoping I will get a non-currable disease.

    I'm going completely insane!

    I can't do this anymore, but I'm scared.

    Why do I have to be such a coward!

    I cannot live on like this. I just can't.

    I think I'm writting just to write because no help will help.

    I've heard it all. "It will get better, push through"

    Maybe, I don't want to. Maybe, I can't.
  2. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I think it takes a lot of guts to reach out to people when you feel so bad. You've fought hard and long. That, by definition, means you are not a coward. You are staying and fighting the fight.

    Has anything happened to change how you have been feeling?
  3. whoaaxxsamm

    whoaaxxsamm Well-Known Member

    When I get sad, no matter what it is, it could be something very small, I start to think. I think to much, it gets me upset. When I think of everything that has happened, that is happening, that might happen, I freak out, and just want to run away. So, there are triggers, such as when loved one leave you, but that is not the whole story.
  4. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Would you like to tell us the whole story?

    What has happened? What is happening?

    Sadness is a trigger for a lot. What made you sad?
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