As I look back over my life I don't know who I am anymore. I feel like Mulan in the Disney movie. I can't and don't want to live like this anymore. I am slowly losing myself because of the confusion and uncertainty. I'm not perfect and never will be, I hide behind walls to hide and my the person that I see in the mirror is not me. I can't seem to find the real me anymore. I don't even honestly know where to begin to look again. :torn:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5jhxvQySRg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5jhxvQySRg