I was thinking, people should be more like me...and not half ass anything. And since i don't half ass anything...i need a gun. You know...i like going to the range with my friends (back when i had some)...i've done it a few times. But i've never bought a gun. up until now i thought it was a good thing, but when i need it i never have one. anyone ever try hypnotiziation? hypnotize yourself to not feel like shit? well, i'll go back to using my best defense against committing suicide...and that's sleep. like i've been doing for the past month. i wish i could sleep my life away.