Hi everyone, sorry if I'm posting too early considering I only just made my account, but I could use some help. I've felt suicidal for many years now and severely depressed for even long, and I'm only 16. I really don't see the point in living, and should I be given the chance to die now I would take that without a doubt straight away. I don't like being in this horrible world anymore. Most people think I'm a happy 16 year old, but nope, I've just spent years hiding everything so well that its impossible for them to tell. I've cut again recently, and I'm not proud of it. My mum asked me about them but I told her a dog scratched me and she believed me, because she thinks that I'm not the depressed type, that I wouldn't SH. I've been in therapy for a long time but it doesn't help that much, and I'm quite heavily medicated. I have little to live for right now, and its hard to fight for nothing to be honest. I just hope I can find some help here. Thanks and sorry for the post.