I thought that by not telling someone ( who meant a lot to me) the mess Id got into which resulted in my attempt, another good person would be spared some hurt and anguish. Today I wrote to them. Amazingly enough she called straight away and was there for me. wanting to know everything and be there for me. Not judging or patronising but actually there. Ive been at my lowest for last three days. My attempt was in October and have not been truly positive since then. This evening someone made me smile again. I know theres a long way to go, but as a reminder to all, there are other good people out there who are there for you.