I'm in love with a girl. Madly, deeply, crazy in love. She's the most amazing, sweet, beautiful girl I've ever met. Were engaged. We've had some problems in the past with me lying. For example my ex contacted me and I didn't tell her. She then found out and it was a huge shit storm. Just stuff like that.. Well we had a fresh start, no lying, nothing. Ever since that fresh start, I've been honest about everying, but she gets mad at me about everything. For example, yesterday i got kicked out of my house, went to school, went to work, then asked her ifi could seeamovie with a male coworker.. She was so pissed and almost left me. We've been fighting all night and I'm tired of it. She makes a fight out of everything. She's constantly flying off the handle at the smallest Shit. I cant blame her tho. I caused her to be like this. I'm so afraid shes going to leave again.. And if she does, I'm going to die. I almost did it last time she left, but the only reason I didn't kill myself was the hope that she would take me back. I know this sounds stupid to you guys, but I don't expect you to understand.. Sometimes I think she has me completely pyschologically whipped and broken. I would die for her. I would do anything for her. But i don't think she would do the same. I deleted every single girl in my phone for her. Yet she always talks to her guy friends that hit on her. If she leaves me, I will die tonight. I cannot handle that again..