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dont know how to deal with this

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Raphael1, Oct 29, 2011.

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  1. Raphael1

    Raphael1 Well-Known Member

    what am i suppose to do now. :(

    I miss my girlfriend, and I want her to come see me.

    I just want her in the same bed as me.

    cries
     
  2. Raphael1

    Raphael1 Well-Known Member

    please god just let me be with her.

    not through a computer screen or over the phone.

    I cant take that anymore.

    I cant take this, this has been the most intense year of my life.

    :cry2::cry2::cry2:
     
  3. Severijn

    Severijn Well-Known Member

    Do you have a long distance relationship? Why are you forced to talk on the computer or the phone?
     
  4. Raphael1

    Raphael1 Well-Known Member

    yeah its long distance.

    very complicated why cant see each other.

    but if we don't see each other soon. I'm going to feel worse and worse. I NEED to see her. I miss her already so much. This has been a blessing what i found with her. But with it comes so much of a challenge. Normal relationship is difficult enough but long distance. How much more of a test can you get?

    It can't end. I have to believe that this will work.
    I still have hope, and ive had hope for so long.

    There is good times and bad. When its good its fantastic. When it's bad, well lets just say I cry.

    It will happen, one way or the other. I can't accept anything else. I have to believe that this will work. It's what gets me through the night and the day.

    Usually i never cry at all, very rarely. But this is really intense emotions.
     
  5. Severijn

    Severijn Well-Known Member

    Isn't there any chance you two could live closer together? How far do you live apart? I mean, it would be great for you to see her more. LDRs are... complicated for sure.
     
  6. Raphael1

    Raphael1 Well-Known Member

    i really shouldnt do this i need to deal with it on my own not post it on the internet. Im not going to do this again. i will get through this and it wil work.

    request for a mod to delete this thread please delete it all.

    Would be very grateful that would help alot.

    In fact as an additional request if all threads I have created please deleted its not much.

    i just hate the records of it being their and just want it deleted.
     
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