Hi all, Thanks again for all your support in previous threads. I just want to share a concern I have thats coming up. I'm stressed in my job. I hate it. I havent had a holiday since I began here, well over a year ago, and only get refuge time on the week end. ive just been informed I will be going to Canberra for a week to an important conference to network and try and sell our product. After that I am to fly to Sydney to meet with representatives of the government of the largest state in Australia to do a presentation for them and hope they will take up our product. I just survived a suicide attempt two weeks ago (employers dont know). I am in no way in a state to do either of these activities. Some days I cant even get out of bed. I wont be able to pull this together. I am worried the stress is going to push me over the top. What should I do???