Don't know what I want

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Pete_D_LDN, Oct 17, 2007.

  1. Pete_D_LDN

    Pete_D_LDN Guest

    I thought I wanted to talk, so I did. Didn't help, I just got upset and scared. I thought I wanted a friend, I had one but always avoided him. I thought I wanted someone on the internet I could open up to, I found someone that was caring and would listen but Im tired of it all. What do I do to have something in my life? Do I like failure? I think I do, I think I like being a loser and whenever I start to get somewhere I fuck it up for myself good and proper. Maybe I want to get support, sympathy, something anything from this post? No matter what anyone says I will feel empty and wish I had never tried. fuck it fuck it fuck it