I moved up north in Norway to some family I have there, and they would give me shelter until just after Christmas ... so I have a place to live now. But I haven't even gotten answer from any job I've applied to, I don't have any friends (that's actually here...) despite my efforts to make some. I am tired of being alone, since I've been for so long time (11 years now). I don't have any kind of education, and if I shall start at school I have to pay for it, which I can't afford since no one want to give me a job. I seriously don't know what to do anymore, I am seriously crying for the first time in .. years .. since I don't see any hope in my life. I don't believe anyone can love me or anything, so I don't think there will be any happiness in my life :sad: every time something seems to get better, they get worse again... even when I thought I had reached the bottom.