I have an appointment to see the psychiatrist next week, the thing is I really don't want to go. See, every time I have seen a psychiatrist at this particular clinic, they don't seem to care about what I'm going through, even when I'm in a bit of a state, and tell them as much. They always write out the same prescription (anti depressant prescribed by former doctor at another place). Basically after leaving every appoitnment I've had there in tears or very upset because they never listen or care, I don't want to go back anymore. There really is no point and it's a waste of everyone's time, when they only say to me, keep going with therapy. So I said this to my psychologist, but she said I have to see the psychiatrist every 3 months or so to continue to attend psychology. I really want to continue with the psychology so now I don't know what to do. I know it must seem like an easy decision from the outset, but I was completely adamant that I would never see the psychiatrist there again. Every fibre in me says not to attend next week. I need to listen to myself on this one but now it doesn't seem like I have a choice. I'm not even sure what I will do if I do attend the psychiatry appointment. I can tell them that I've been feeling really depressed of late, but I can almost guarantee from past experience that they will not change my medication at all, even though I feel depressed all the time. Lfe isn't even going too badly but I still feel down. They will just nod and smile and write out the same prescription, then I will get upset as usual. My other option is to go there and refuse to answer questions. May seem childish but I am being forced into this against my will and I have let my feelings known. I spoke to my gp today and she said to tell them how I was feeling (she thinks I should have a change in meds herself). But she doesn't know the whole story so I don't know. What can I do? I can't take what I'm going through being ignored or diminished again. I literally can't take it.