im seriously dont know wat to do in my life anymore. i feel that it is pointless, i am 20 years old, male. i never even had a female friend, and i dont think im ugly, i think its mainly because i am extremely shy and just cant talk to girls. but what i find even worst is that i am failing school, and i am dissapointed because my parents are dissapointed. they have given me everything and paying for my education and i have failed them, and i just dont believe im a smart guy and have any good future ahead of me. im a boring person, which reflects the reason why i have virtually no friends, i live a boring life and i dissapoint my parents and i really just think theyde be better off with me gone.