I'm so tired. I'm tired of being sad and I'm tired of trying. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I've become so frustrated with my life and my inability to do anything for myself. I'm 22 years old and I feel like these years of depression have stopped me from doing so many things...I feel like my life is going no where and I'm tired of trying to be ok. I'm sad by nature and I don't know any other way...most of all, I'm tired of people seeing me like this. I feel pathetic and I want it all to STOP. I just have these urges to jump and every day they are becoming less scary.