dont know what to do

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by That1Guy, May 10, 2015.

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  1. That1Guy

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    So i'm gay. I'm not really the type of gay guy who you know right off the bat is gay, so you could say I'm "straight acting" or whatever. Anyways, I ended up coming out to a long time friend of mine and it seemed fine at first. Then a few days later it seemed to get out that I was gay even though all I told was him. Long story short, he not only told numerous people, but was pretty much talking shit about me behind my back about it saying stuff like "kinda creepy, i didn't even know my best friend was a ******" (exact words he said to another friend of mine).

    I can't even think. Not only did I lose what I thought was a strong friendship with someone i've known since middle school, but now everyone knows and I'm not mentally prepared for that yet. I feel backstabbed, betrayed, invaded, that any sense of privacy is gone.

    Seems nobody actually gives a fuck about me or anyone in general. Everyone is out there to use someone. Nobody is genuinely nice or caring. I can't stand it.
     
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