Hi, This is my first time here, so don't know what to put. I am sufering from depression and often have thoughts of suicide. I go to councelling, but it makes me feel worse. The only person that understands me is a friend who is going through the samething. A few days ago they tried to commit suicide but stopped before it got to far. The fear of nearly loosing them as made me even more depresses and I have had enough and want it all to end.