Ever since Saturday I have felt almost completely out of it. Well not really out of it, but just very weird. I know I've been depressed for awhile but there has also been some physical brain problems that I haven't really cleared up yet. Right now I just don't know what to do. I am suppose to go to school but I can't concentrate long enough to do well and I don't like being out in public when I completely feel unlike myself. I am just really confused right now. I don't if this problem came from me mentally or if there is something physically wrong. My thoughts are racing and I can't stay focused. I am drinking some right to see if it helps before I go to school. It probably won't. I plan to stop by one of the doctors I am seeing to try and get some meds that might help. I don't. I think right now I am truly in on of those position that I just want to end my life to stop whatever is going on with me. By the way, can any one explain why people are so quick to fucking judge people they don't even know. Or why they are always trying to put labels on stuff. I guess it's something that the average person has to do in order to feel comfortable around something or someone.