I am so scared, I have started cutting more often and deeper wounds.i cut my leg to shreads on mondy that meant i had police and ambulance turn up. Then agai today i hav cut myself 2 times already. Not deep enough for medical attention. I have a crisis line that i can call and if needed go see them. but i am scared as i cant hide and stay in a crisis center . i need to fae my deamons. At least i have not overdosed for 2 months now. But i feel scared might cut my wrists to deep and migt jus die from it. I am so scared i dont really ant to die and why am i getting adicted to cutting.