I feel my best friend is fading away from me. She's in a lot of pain. She was recently diagnosed with Torticollis and has severe neck pain. She says she's in agony for most of the day which adds tremendously to her depression. She has threatened suicide before. I try to console her, but it's not enough. I'm afraid of what she might do. This, in turn, is making me more depressed and suicidal. When I think of the times we weren't able to meet -- wish I lived closer to her. I hope she doesn't shut herself off from everything in her life.