havent been on here in so long. wish i could be tho. cant talk to anyone. really have no options anymore. probably going to lose my job soon. i just cant handle it. its not that i cant do the job its that i cant do it fast enough and still be accurate. i was told by my family not to mention to human resources anything about being disabled but that was probably a mistake. now im probably going to lose my job . i finally told them about it and im actually getting a disability advocate through the county. my family has been doing everything they can to help but dont really have much hope left. nothing they do will change the fact that i just cant handle the job. ive always been a person that said basically beat exprectations but its like ive hit a brick wall and its surrounding me. if i lose my job ill end up on the streets and everything ive worked for will be for nothing. just wish i still had u guys to talk to. but i cant even have that. . really missing everyone right now!!