Ive posted alot but I havent been here very long. Theres things I want to talk about but im afraid. Afraid that ill be shunned here to. I dont knoq what to do only my sister and my mother know these things and there are still more no one knows. In fact no one knows the true extent of my damage. Ive seen several therepists. Right from the start too. 4 years old and already fucked up. I forgot for so long. I dont know what to think anymore. I never really blamed others for my misery, always tried to take responsibility for it even though.... Well that rigjt there expresses my point. How do I know.....who I can trust.