Hi everyone, I am a 24 year old female and I had just suffered the loss of my mother in May this year. She was my only living parent and I am now parentless. My mother was my best friend and I miss her terribly. I lived with her and had to move out of the house after she passed. I now live with my sister and her family. I feel like I am just taking up space in their house. I just started working but don't drive yet. I feel like a loser. I am trying hard to get my life on track but I don't know what to do with my life. I just feel that life is too hard right now and that it would be easier to just kill myself. I don't even bother thinking about the future because I know I won't be living much longer.