don't know how much time i have left
getting more and more unstable emotionally- can't keep it together anymore
feeling pain going into work, having lunch alone, sometimes just sitting at my desk
not even that it makes me cry any more but...
i used to be able to keep it inside and now it finding its way out when i don't want it to
catching myself doing hurtful things to myself at my desk - been lucky to stop before someone walking by sees me
and i can't seem to keep quiet when the pain is at it's worst - words and sounds just coming out of my mouth that i wouldn't be able to explain to anyone who might overhear
never been so out of control before - i think it's a signal - i should probably be afraid but right now the end will be a relief
getting more and more unstable emotionally- can't keep it together anymore
feeling pain going into work, having lunch alone, sometimes just sitting at my desk
not even that it makes me cry any more but...
i used to be able to keep it inside and now it finding its way out when i don't want it to
catching myself doing hurtful things to myself at my desk - been lucky to stop before someone walking by sees me
and i can't seem to keep quiet when the pain is at it's worst - words and sounds just coming out of my mouth that i wouldn't be able to explain to anyone who might overhear
never been so out of control before - i think it's a signal - i should probably be afraid but right now the end will be a relief