I don't know what is happening or what to do, my Bf hates me, my family are better off without me, my Dr said nothing is wrong, I was in hospital for an over dose in October (after me xxxxxxxxx) and they said I would get over my problems, but they seem to be getting worse. I feel so guilty that I feel this way because so many people are going through worse and they don't complain. I just don't know what to do. I know my attempt would have worked out good the first time but I feel so bad putting my mum through it again and again. I just don't know why I couldn't die first time around, it would have benefited everyone.