don't know

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by awayout, May 17, 2011.

  1. awayout

    awayout Member

    I don't know what is happening or what to do, my Bf hates me, my family are better off without me, my Dr said nothing is wrong, I was in hospital for an over dose in October (after me xxxxxxxxx) and they said I would get over my problems, but they seem to be getting worse. I feel so guilty that I feel this way because so many people are going through worse and they don't complain. I just don't know what to do. I know my attempt would have worked out good the first time but I feel so bad putting my mum through it again and again. I just don't know why I couldn't die first time around, it would have benefited everyone.
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  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I have no words of wisdom other than to say I am glad you are with us and I am so sorry things are so rough right now...please PM me if I can provide any support...J