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Don't really know what I'm doing...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by AlexDanish, Nov 3, 2009.

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  1. AlexDanish

    AlexDanish Account Closed

    ...Other than fucking up my life.

    I walk down the hallways at school. Gr 12. My final year. This is it. But alas. The depression just comes out and hits me in the face.

    I can't deal with this pain anymore. I've been taking so many drugs for anxiety, sleep, pain meds... It's just a haze but I don't know how I could survive without one little pill each day. Doesn't matter what, but something to get me through.

    This hurts, it destroys, and it kills...
     
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    Depression is not our f***up, depression is our illness. I get very angry at my illness because it gets in the way. Are you in therapy?

    :hug:
     
  3. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Same here.

    I overduse D-vitamin and A-vitamin. It help keep my mind up and helped studying some time. I survived with it 1,5 year. If you get the same result you can handle your final year. It still lift my mind level up but I can not studying anymore. I just see better I can not do anything.
     
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    You shouldn't mix pain killers with anxiety meds.. That might be why you feel your in a fog..I did that at work and it took my boss six times of telling me to go home.. I forgot I drove to work and walked all the way home..Probably best I didn't drive..My fiance came home and found me just sitting there smiling and staring at the wall..
     
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