So, I'm new, kind of. I've only been here a few times. But now I'm here again. So I've had a pretty rough time. Earlier this week, a girl at my school died. I learned about this because at my job, almost all of the employees go to my school, my boss held a meeting and said, before I knew, that someone had died, and if we needed someone to talk to bla bla bla. Well I have another friend who is very suicidal, and has previously been admitted to hospitals due to attempts. So I was freaking out that it was her. Thank god it wasn't, but it was still a suicide which psychs me out. I still can't stop thinking about it. And its making me worse. I can't bring myself to talk about it to anyone, as I didn't know the girl personally. But I just don't know what to do.