Really, there's just nothing left for me in this world, I feel. I have absolutely no motivation whatsoever, nothing makes me happy anymore. I've got no job, no relationships to speak of, the only person who I thought cared for me is gone and finding happiness with another man. I don't even know what's compelled me to make this thread....life just isn't for me. It never has been. I'm just sick and tired and need that final rest.