First time for everything, eh! Well anyway, yeah. Basically, I've just got together with this lovely guy, we've been friends for a while, (who's probably going to check up on me and be reading this... hi honey..!) and it's really great. Except for my stupid paranoid, insecure mind. Don't know why I'm being like this, because everything's great. Just feel like he deserves better than a fucked up idiot like myself, I guess, and I'm just.. yeah, being my usual self I guess. Anyone got any ideas on how to STOP being so fucking insecure before I fuck up yet another relationship...?