I dont wanna live anymore...i don't have to and i sure don't gotta for nobody! Call me selish call me a coward..call me whatever the hell you wanna call me...im done! I don't want replies..i dont deserve them and i know damn well i sure as hell dont need them! I havd struggled alone all my life...so what makes it any different now? NOTHING that is what nothing. HURT? Nah....that is a drop in the damn bucket to what i am feeling..i can sure think of 0other things to say but im not sure it would be appropriate or even logical right now at this point I hate this whole nucking futs world!!!!!