Don't wanna go back to the hospital.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Green.Triceratops, May 17, 2011.

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  1. Green.Triceratops

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    Not doing well. May go back to the hospital. I really don't want to, I enjoy my freedom and music... I want to die. But I don't want to hurt anyone. I feel so trapped. I really thought I could be normal but its like bipolar is a curse on me. Take meds forever or suffer. Obviously my meds aren't working.

    I think I'll go pack my bag before i kill someone/myself. Hospital might not be such a bad choice at this rate. Or I could self harm.... but that's not rational. I hate myself. I hate this sh*t. Up, down, all around.... When does the ride stop??
  2. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    I'm sorry you're feeling this way. :(
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I think you are doing the right thing going back to the hospital..Take a book to kill time..As you know you do alot of waiting..They will keep nyou safe and help you set up support for when you get out..
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