i don't know which pain is worse
physical
or the pain i am going through knowing i have no life like this
knowing i have to do something
escape this
i just don't want to be alone right now...which is out of character for me...i like being alone.
and i am so scared
and miss. independent me wants to be held...something i never want
i guess being alone in pain just doesn't work
don't know why i am posting, because it is difficult to type and can't guarantee i can respond.
my apologies
physical
or the pain i am going through knowing i have no life like this
knowing i have to do something
escape this
i just don't want to be alone right now...which is out of character for me...i like being alone.
and i am so scared
and miss. independent me wants to be held...something i never want
i guess being alone in pain just doesn't work
don't know why i am posting, because it is difficult to type and can't guarantee i can respond.
my apologies