I want to participate and interact with life...it's part of being human, at least for me. I can even handle a fair amount of pain...but not this. Often i cannot even think. I've never been a fan of tv and i suspect watching the world go by would be much like television.
I'm really messed up.
I'm not even sure i belong here. I've spent the past several hours exploring xxxx(is that another error in judgement...i really didn't mean it if it is). Not uncommon.
I know you care hun. I care. I care about you and everyone else here.
I just cannot tolerate the intense pain. Can't do it.
wish i could get my thoughts out, my heart expressed
my head is so jumbled
I'm really messed up.
I'm not even sure i belong here. I've spent the past several hours exploring xxxx(is that another error in judgement...i really didn't mean it if it is). Not uncommon.
I know you care hun. I care. I care about you and everyone else here.
I just cannot tolerate the intense pain. Can't do it.
wish i could get my thoughts out, my heart expressed
my head is so jumbled
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