Hi. I ruined my life. I am physically disabled and in constant pain. I had 2 things that kept me going - my partner and my child.But like all the rubbish happens to me I was a victimof a sexual assault. That made my worhtless feeling even stronger.
I found a jopb and lost it (forgive the typos pls)and I fell into a deep depression. Right after losing my job I developped a dental problem which was very painful but se couldnt afford treatment.
The long and short of it is I drank.I lost my kid. I am fighting to get her backbut I feel there is no hope anymore and I want to end it all. I dont drink anymore but I have lost the most precious thing in my life and dont like waking up in the mornings - it is too painful realising I have another day to feel rubbish.
Well that is all
Thanks fir listening
Aintnosuns
I found a jopb and lost it (forgive the typos pls)and I fell into a deep depression. Right after losing my job I developped a dental problem which was very painful but se couldnt afford treatment.
The long and short of it is I drank.I lost my kid. I am fighting to get her backbut I feel there is no hope anymore and I want to end it all. I dont drink anymore but I have lost the most precious thing in my life and dont like waking up in the mornings - it is too painful realising I have another day to feel rubbish.
Well that is all
Thanks fir listening
Aintnosuns