Don't want to die but don't want to live.

...it's pathetic.

I hate life so much yet I am petrified of death.

One day I might not be scared and do it.







...just not tonight.

 

I've been there.. I wish I could be of more help. Do you see anyone about your feelings of suicide? Maybe they can be of some help for you.. :hug: hugs

 

Thank you, but I'm far beyond help.

There's literally too much wrong with me (and no, that's not the teen angst talking.)

Gonna try to go to bed.

 

Ok, hope you get some sleep. Come back if u can't and need to talk. :hug:

And I have felt the same before.. That I am beyond repair.. Take care and hope you sleep alright.

 

There is never a to late in life is what I know and if you need help feel free to talk to me. I thought there was something wrong with me for years, but as the years have past wonderful things have happened to me. I do forget them sometimes, but maybe you should try thinking about some positives about yourself and positive things that have happened. I don't want to sound preachy, all I want to say it helps me.