I really have lost the will to live and I don't see it coming back anytime soon. My parents don't only not support me emotionally, but seem to take apart and fight me on every little decesion I make in order to "improve". My life is at a complete standstill, I was supposed to use this time to get better, take this time for therapy, loose weight, make a meaningful connection with any human being. But instead I am getting worse and worse, while nobody cares if I live or die, let alone I doubt anyone would miss me. I am supposed to start school again in August but I seriously doubt I can handle the work load so I have no ide what to do with my life. I just want it to be over so bad and each night I come closer and closer to ending it.