I don't know where to post this but anyway... I'll turn 18 next year. Most people of this age seems to look forward their birthday but I don't. I don't want to grow up! Everything about adulthood scares me. You are supposed to be able to take care of yourself when you are 18, but I can't even do that... I'm hopeless with most things, I'm like a little child in an grown-up body.. I'm scared! Anyone feeling the same??