i can't seem to find that emotional release i need. I worked very hard this last week, I put humility and trust and all my heart into my spiritual work and it wasn't good enough, people are holding onto resentment and i'm taking it personally towards me and it's not and i'm supposed to be a leader and i'm not sure i can do it cos i'm afraid i failed and people got emotionally hurt, i need to find release. i need to cry but i can't cry. i'm emotionally and mentally exhausted but i'm not allowed to rest. things keep getting thrown at me and there's a part of me that screams IT'S UNFAIR. I don't deserve this. and yet i brought it on myself somehow. i feel like i'm being judged and disliked and i feel like i'm part of a wound that's ugly for others to be around. please help me to find release.