Dont want to live like this!!!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Summer.Rain, Feb 10, 2009.

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  1. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    I am 23 almost 24 y\o with nothing!!!
    I dont have full education, no work expiriance, no belonings, no citizenship
    how can someone like me servive? HOW?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
    I am probbly the most worthless guy in the world
    no one will care if ill die, i will just do a favor to my parents so that
    they will no langer be forced to sestain me :cry:
    I really should do what i want for long time, to jump off the damn bridge!
    My mom think im lazy, ignorant, worthless person
    My dad want me to work in some shity job full of drunks (for the expiriance)
    but i know no one will ever accept me to such work in here as i dont have citizenship!
    And even if i do get accepted i will have to hide the fact im working there
    as people see such jobs as low quality poor jobs for low life people.

    I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE,
    I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE,
    I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE,
    I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE,
    I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE,
    I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE,
     
  2. jKORE

    jKORE Senior Member

    Summer, please don't, my friend.
    I know things are so unbelievably difficult right now. I know all seems lost and hopeless.
    But theres always light and a purpose, theres always land just beyond the storm.

    Talk to me buddy, im here if you want to vent.
    We can work through this together. Just take a moment, ill message you now ok?
     
  3. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    hun you can still get an education, you just have to go get it. and the job may help you, you never know.
    why have you not job a citizenship? and why is it important to you? your are still a person regadless.
    i know your living in a different country from the one your natively from, but it doesnt stop you being able to get their citizenship
    :hug:

    hang in there hun
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi summer..

    Maybe your dad is right, that you should work in a bar for the experience. There's nothing wrong with bar work :dunno: It would be a start anyway. Im sure a lot of people would care if you died, don't give up hun. Stay strong!! :arms:
     
  5. porcelain child

    porcelain child Well-Known Member

    How about Charity work that will give you some experience... you have to start somewhere.. why not start there..

    Have you got any support around you to help you through this tough time?

    xxx
     
  6. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    Thank you all for the support i feel better now after i took off my mind
    from the pain, had a nice chat on sf chat and i have some freands on MSN
    from sf who are really great people!

    JKORE you are the best man!
     
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