My self harmed I did the other day is very infected, my mom wants me to go to the hospital and have it checked out. But I want to wait to see my doctor she knows my history and won't ask grill me or make me feel like shit. She's very nice she will just ask me what happened to make me feel the need to go that far and I don't have an answer I thought I had a dream that I did it. But I don't want to have to go round and round with a person who dosnt care and are there to do a job. Yes I have met her a couple of times. There is infection it's red and hot half way up my arm. I don't know what to do. It's very uncomfortable. And I probably won't be able to get into my doctor for a week.