Man oh man there are so many things I meant to do. So many things I wish I hadn’t. Are you watching over me now out of worry? Stay with me because I meant something something real not because of accidental emotional black mail. I didn’t mean to scare you. It’s just for me when I see letting go I don’t just see letting go I see hitting the ground slamming into an ending and emptying out onto the sidewalk. That’s what it means to me not new beginnings because I’m not built to think that way only crash landings. I hope I’m wrong. God how I hope I’m wrong. Don’t hang onto me, people just because you’re afraid that you’ll be the one who could’ve stopped something. I don’t want to be that person for anyone. I don’t want to be the lodestone around anyone’s neck. Don’t worry about me. I go on. I get by. Relax, Freddy says so. It’ll go on like that. I’ll keep on truckin’ etc. Don’t worry.