don't you find it frustrating having no real friends who are there for you and who understand you ? i mean anyone can say their you're friend but how many of them really are ? how many of them do you actually keep regular contact with ? i only have about two friends and they live in different countries america and indonesia to be exact i really wish they lived closer to me its very hard being on your own when all you want is to be around someone who truly understands you and how you feel >.<