Don't you sometime wish you stayed anonymous on the SuicideForum? I sure do. Wish i never talked to anyone. I joined in 2008, but really didn't post a thing till 2009. Sometime it gets tiresome to hear the same old sermons. I'm not saying nothing good came out from chatting here. I've met some nice people. But in the end, when i tell them about my suicidal tendency, most if not all of them just don't get it and they just end up making me feel guilty. Worse offense is after putting so much effort and energy to get close to someone they just don't care beyond the usual "hugs". Meh Neways, this is just me ranting so don't get angry.