I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I feel SO alone all the time it's just driving me crazy. Every time I come close to finding someone I can actually talk to, they turn away or screw me over I'm at home now - it's lunchtime. Well it was. But as usual I have no intentions of going back to school. I hate it. Usually my mom's home to tell me to go back to school and everythings ok and I'm over reacting and that crap but she doesn't know. She does not know how they can make me feel. I don't want to go back. I won't.