Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Unknownn, Nov 26, 2011.

  1. Unknownn

    Unknownn New Member

    I feel like I'm living a double life with my inner self and the people around me. Outside to them I guess I am this happy funny girl. In the inside it someone who doesn't want to live. Waking up is a challenge everyday. I wish I won't wake up. I hate myself even more for even feeling this way. Nobody even knows I feel like this. I guess I am writing this a some self therapy maybe expressing this even if no one reads it is better then keeping it inside. I feel every day I am darker in the inside as each day goes by. Weird I live in a city where it always shining.
  2. texaskitty

    texaskitty SF Cat Lady Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hello, welcome to SF!

    Yes, I hear you. I went through a period where I led a double life, it was exhausting.

    Just keep posting and let us get to know you.