I sit here at 1:00pm having drank 4 beers & going to have one more. All I have in the apt. I took some lorazepams too. 5 total . I am prescribed 4 a day. I have done worse than this. I won' die. I am just getting really relaxed listening to videos from the 80s, thinking a quote I have always loved. "memories of happy times can make us happy any time"