This sucks. I am beside myself as to waht to do. I am just emotionally and physically drained. I am bleeding from the mouth and it won't stop. My body is worn out and I just want to lay down and sleep, but have too much to do and think about. This is a cold dark world and there is no such thing as light. I am spiraling down fast and don't care to get back up. Life is beating me up. I am just down and out. I am going to sleep awhile.