Down day

[A guy with feelings]

Today my head tells me it's am over. It HAS been over. Actually it never really was. The good guy doesn't get the girl. It was actually pretty bone headed off me to think I had a chance.

My heart says she's a a wonderfully sweet lady. She's compassionate. She's loving. Maybe one day she will feel compelled to write and ask if I'm ok and we can start a dialog. Maybe once she gets to know the real me, she will know how great a love I have and she will want that.

Head: logical. Heart: idealistic. I have always been ruled by my heart. I'm a little old to change that.

So I cry

 

[total eclipse]

Sorry you are feeling so down today hope tomorrow brings more joy to you

 

[Sunday16]

{{Hug}}

 

[Kira]

I'm so sorry that this is still causing you pain. A broken heart takes time to heal. But you know this already.
Maybe someday she will write. But you can't live your life waiting for that day.
I know it hurts. You miss her. But you need to remember what the relationship you have is not the same now. It never will be. Please don't let this hurt you so much. I am really sorry ((((hugs)))) ox