Weird thread title, right? When I'm talking to people I find myself tracing lines in my head and sometimes on my thumb/fingers. No idea why, but I do it. I also do it for no reason and at random times. It's a compulsion. When I do it, it's always two lines that are symmetrical across a horizontal axis. Ever since my relapse I can't draw a straight line, not even mentally. I used to be somewhat aware that I did it, but since this happened it's become very obvious and confusing. Here is an image, the top set of lines are what happens normally, as I became more and more aware of this oddity the second set of lines are what happen when I try to force them to go straight. http://i.imgur.com/j7pfw3Q.jpg I can also no longer program. I understand the code, I can write the code, I just can't ever fix or troubleshoot it and if I attempt to my head hurts a lot.