Not sleeping well at night anymore for awhile now. Dreading getting up every day. My days aren't going well and thoughts of suicide won't go away. Tired of dealing with this crap I go through. Sick of facing it every single day. Meds and therapy aren't helping and finding it pointless to even try. Just done with it all. Why do I keep hold on when nothing is getting better with me emotionally? Depression can kiss my *ss. So upset.