Well you guys can catch up on my story here http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=85013 but I've been unemployed for almost 4 months after getting fired from my only real job for lack of performance because I really didn't work too hard. I haven't been looking for a job and applied at only one job. Got a call and did a phone interview and blew it. My mom bitches at every thing I do and now her sister (my aunt) is coming over for Thanksgiving and she has been bitching at my mom about why I haven't gotten a job. (My aunt hasn't had a job in 20 years. She marries old people and collects government benefits when they die) I'm thinking it's ideal for me to just die before Thanksgiving because it's bad enough dealing with my mother.