My dreams of you continue Night after night I wonder why it had to happen When I know you put up a good fight. These feeling of pain and remorse They overwhelm me every day I wish you were still here by my side And everything would be okay. I cry myself to sleep at night With regrets of what I could have done You did everything within your power But said your reasons to live were none. I miss the time we spent together Even the roughest of times You saved me from myself And listened to my bitches and whines. I wish we could trade places So you could have the life you deserve But I guess it was just destiny Yet I wonder how “God” had the nerve? I know that one day I’ll see you again And I’m excited for that day to come. Hopefully that day will be soon enough And I can feel so relieved and so numb. I know you still watch down on me With thoughts of disappointment But I do the best I possibly can Without your love and support.